One more month!!

My Momma and Pappy get home a month from today from serving as Public Affairs missionaries over all of west africa!! I can't wait!! they get to meet Hunter who they have talked to thanks to SKYPE. Hunter's favorite thing to do with Grammie is play "peek a boo". He is able to do that because brad's laptop has a web cam. I cant wait to have a big ole hug from the both of them.

However, in february, 2 months before baby is born, they are leaving to go back because they have been asked to serve another 18 months in the same mission. This breaks my heart and i know i am being selfish but this is really hard for me. So for now i am just focusing on them coming home, and ignoring the whole leaving again.

Miracles

Today has been the day of miracles. First brad got a job on campus, so after nearly 2 months of not having a job, and not having that income, he finally does! this will help out SOO much. Also BYU-Idaho's pharmacy had no problem getting the pills from wal greens. And when brad went to pick them up, the $300 wal green pills were only $39 at the school!!!!!!!! they are the exact same pills and dosage. PLus i get two refills!! When brad told me it was only $39 i started crying! Thank you for the prayers. They all seemed to be answered today!!

no fun

so saturday was my first day without any more pills. they are all gone. i dont get morning sickness, i get sick in the afternoon, which is when i am always working. so saturday at work i start getting sick like at 8:30. i threw up 7 times at work. it was horrible. the last time i totally wet my pants, not a little bit either. So now that has begun. There is nothing more humiliating then asking to go home because you totally wet your pants!! once i got home i threw up 4 more times. i couldnt even keep water down!! i finally stopped when i was asleep! sunday morming, 3 more times. i slept all day which was needed. my body was so worn out from the heaving.

so i have been thinking what the heck i am going to do. i cant live without them. truly. barfing non stop is NOT living! so today it came to me to try and have the prescription sent to the school pharmacy and that way i can get the pills, charge it to my account and have pell grants and loans pay for it next semester!!!!! that is really the only way to get some more pills. so tomorrow i am going to try and make it happen. for now, i feel like death. but atleast i have hope!!

Hunter Boy

My Hunter Boy is so much fun. he is full of personality, so sweet and so funny. The other night he was being, well himself, and i asked brad, "where did he come from?" and brad replied, "YOU!" Hunter loves animals and babies and he is so sweet. We are able to watch our nephew Austin every wednesday and hunter wont leave his side. This last week i asked hunter to give me the babie's blankies and he handed them to me. Every day he is growing up. When you ask him if he is ready for "night night" and it really is time for bed, he will sign "please" and then he is in his crib talking himself to sleep. It is so funny. we love our hunter boy so much and we are so thankful to be his parents. he will be the best big brother.

Birthday

Tomorrow is my brithday and i will be old. So we did something today. I was able to sleep in, which was wonderful. And i wanted to spend time together as a family, outside. So we went and got sandwhiche and had a picnic at smith park. The weather was perfect! hunter was so happy to get outof the house. he ran around and we played on the playground. it was perfect. thank you brad. Then i had to go to work. It was nice to spend time as a family, outside and especially to feel decent!
Here are pictures of Hunter Boy. he is getting older and cuter. he is so much fun.

thank you to tanya who redid our background and made it cute.

HUGE blessing

My sister in law Jaimi has saved my life!! she had some of those pills left over from when she was pregnant with Olivia, and she offered them to me!! She is the best drug dealer!!! Brad will hopefully get them today from Nick. Thank you Jaimi!!! Now i can live!

These last couple of days i have either been on the couch or near the toilet. Sometimes i dont make it to the toilet and brad finally made me carry a pot everwhere. I have been so sick. i am WAY sicker than i was with Hunter. we had our first doctor's appointment on saturday and it was wonderful to see our baby and to see the fast beating heart. This baby has the same due date as Hunter did, April 25. Hunter was induced on the 28th, so we'll see what this baby does. I am hoping my water will break as i get my diploma!

So poor hunter is watching more tv ever in his life now, as i am just laying around. i have not been well since saturday. today has been the first time in a long time where i feel halfway decent. i still cant wait for naptime! then it is off to work, ew! just thinking about the smells there makes me gag! I am so glad that brad gave me a blessing when i first starting getting sick.

Thank you to tanya who took hunter yesterday so i could rest. As i said i have been sick. i havent kept anything down since saturday night. i went to the dr yesterday because they wanted to check on me. everything is fine and they gave me the meds for chemo patients. Yeah, it was $300!!!! so i didnt get it. we'll see how i do today.