no fun

so saturday was my first day without any more pills. they are all gone. i dont get morning sickness, i get sick in the afternoon, which is when i am always working. so saturday at work i start getting sick like at 8:30. i threw up 7 times at work. it was horrible. the last time i totally wet my pants, not a little bit either. So now that has begun. There is nothing more humiliating then asking to go home because you totally wet your pants!! once i got home i threw up 4 more times. i couldnt even keep water down!! i finally stopped when i was asleep! sunday morming, 3 more times. i slept all day which was needed. my body was so worn out from the heaving.

so i have been thinking what the heck i am going to do. i cant live without them. truly. barfing non stop is NOT living! so today it came to me to try and have the prescription sent to the school pharmacy and that way i can get the pills, charge it to my account and have pell grants and loans pay for it next semester!!!!! that is really the only way to get some more pills. so tomorrow i am going to try and make it happen. for now, i feel like death. but atleast i have hope!!