UGH!

So my tooth has been hurting, it was like my whole bite was off. so i made an appointment today which worked out because brad's guy that he interns with wasnt there today. so i pumped a bottle and brad came home and off i went to the dentist. i was thinking all they would have to do was just fix my bite. NO! he says you have two options, a root canal or pull the tooth. of course i opt for the root canal. so he doesnt even finish it today and i have to come back in a week so as i am making that appointment (celeste will be here for that, thank goodness) she says "you know medicaid doesnt cover root canals right?" i'm like "NO!" how the heck am i supposed to know that? its $735 and they already started. had i known i would have just gotten it pulled! so i am trying NOT to break down right in front of her, i get to the car, call celeste, when i hang up with her i just start bawling. i am all worried how brad is going to take this and when i get home i tell him and he says "dont worry, we'll figure it out" and gives me a BIG hug. how we'll pay for it all i dont know. on top of that i am STARVING because i havent been able to close my mouth let alone chew food. i want to bawl some more and take a nap. and when this shot wears off it is going to KILL and i still have to go back. as of right now, a root canal is WAY worse than labor!!